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Ok... Now... 2.35pm. Saturday, 050909.

I haven't sleep since... 6.45am, Friday, 040909. Cuba kira. Aku tak mampu nak kira. And aku pun malas nak kire berapa aku tak tido n stay kat opis nih. Sejuk tak sejuk, panas tak panas, pening tak pening, ngantuk tak ngantuk, penat tak penat and... Tak tahu nak cakap ape...

According to this site... http://www.sleep-deprivation.com

In general, the effects of sleep deprivation depend on the type of sleep disorder from which you suffer. However, some of the more general effects of lack of sleep include:

* blurry vision
* depression (While depression can cause a lack of sleep, it can also arise from sleep deprivation.)
* dizziness
* dramatic weight loss or gain
* hallucinations
* heart disease
* hypertension (high blood pressure)
* irritability
* memory loss
* nausea
* tremors
* trouble speaking.

Dalam list2 di atas. Aku rasa... Aku cuma alami... depressi. Kejap. B4 type this blog. Sebab aku banyak melukis di atas kertas kosong. Ntah ape2 aku lukis dan tulis. Untuk hilang ngantuk

It's not kerja tau. Kalau kerja, maybe aku takleh nak concentrate dah. But kebosanan sebab aku tak tahu nak buat ape selain layan stumbleupon. Tengok resepi dan sebagainya. Tapi since sekarang dah kol 245, and mata dah cerah balik, so aku boleh taip balik dan berfikir dengan lebih baik. Dan aku taip blog ini.

Apa yg aku buat? Semalam ada loadtest. Test, test, test. Figure out figure out... Tukar setting. And in the end. Bile semua orang dah mamai. Nak last testing. Kol 530. Then bila abis, nak restore balik. And pada awalnya. cuma database restore. Tapi. Disebabkan semua orang dah mangkuk ayun. Tak boleh nak berfikir dengan baik. Makanya, pergerakkan semua lembap. Macam cakap ayam dengan itik. Aku kata, restore.... Restore.. Dia boleh blur2. Dah aku kata, restore, jalan la terus. Dia ingat aku ni tak kasik instruction lagi. Bodoh.

Last2... restoration start kol 9. Ambik masa lebih kurang sejam. Bean n Nazri dah terlelap. Aku, layan lukis, tulis dan cek server. Then kak ida sampai dan aku cek2 pc dier. And sambung buat semula.

1st restore tak ok. Data yg di restore tu tak sama dgn setting restore. Satu baru satu lama. So... DBA/Oracle team pun dah blur. Sebab dia pun ngantuk!. Si minah DBA kata, dia tak tidur (What the? Tak kire aku? At least dier balik buka n sempat tido, aku buka kat MV nak tido ape kejadah?).

So ntah ape dia org buat ntah. Bean pun takleh nak buat. Dia org buat restore. Cara lain (CUBA!!!). Lebih lama... Ok... ambik... dari kol 11 lebih sampai sekarang. TAk abis2... Itu CUBA restore. Kalau tak boleh... Full restore. Yg mana... maybe jauh lebih lama!

Nazri dah balik kol 12. Bean. Kol 1. And aku. Kalau restore tak boleh gak upkan, makanya aku kene cari jalan. Sama ada paksa bean datang atau wat ape je. Janji by 7th system dah up, and aku boleh downkan badan aku kat umah.

Luckyly... Sekarang aku ada teman...
1. blog nih... Yg aku boleh ngadu tapi dier tak marah or sakit hati balik.
2. Sony video MP3 ape kejadah jenisnya. (NWZ-E436F yg aku beli cam beli ayam aritu) so that aku boleh main air-drum bila nak ngantuk.
3. Kertas kosong and pen kaler2 yg aku rembat kat budak pempuan. Yg aku boleh main bantai watpe.
4. Ntah... aku takleh fikir. tapi aku ada... something else... Maybe ME?

So... sekarang aku nak tunggu, bila si salvinder ni nak call. Ckp dah abis... Nak tido, takleh. Sebab nanti aku buka time korang semua sahur. Taknak tidur tak tahu nak watpe. Nak taip blog yg canggih, otak tak fungsi 100%. Nak baca The Tipping Point ni, otak slow lak. So...

Ermmm... mari pedajal ORAANGGG!!!!!

BTW... sorry kalau aku agak moddy arini or petang ni, or esok or ape... Jgn cari aku, biar aku yg cari korang....

Taking care... and have a nice day. Hopefully, tak hujan petang nih... Kalau tak... Ermm... huishh... bengong nye MP3, kuar lagu Biarlah Rahsia lak. Rock bebeh... rock!!!

Now... 3.20pm


Note - Member aku ckp kat FB, masyuk la OT dari semalam smpi arinih... Aku ckp... masuk pun, even kalau 2 hari keje sama cam gaji 1/5 bulan pun... Tidur tu jauh lebih nikmat dari berjaga lebih dari 30jam!

MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE LYRICS
"Sleep"

"...Like last night, they are not like tremors, they are worse than tremors,
they are these terrors. And it's like, it feels like as if somebody
was gripping my throat and squeezing and..."

Some say, now suffer all the children
And walk away a savior,
Or a madman and polluted
From gutter institutions.
Don't you breathe for me,
Undeserving of your sympathy,
Cause there ain't no way that I'm sorry for what I did.

And through it all
How could you cry for me?
Cause I don't feel bad about it.
So shut your eyes,
Kiss me goodbye,
And sleep.
Just sleep.

The hardest part is letting go of your dreams.

A drink for the horror that I'm in,
For the good guys, and the bad guys,
For the monsters that I've been.
Three cheers for tyranny,
Unapologetic apathy,
Cause there ain't no way that I'm coming back again.

And through it all
How could you cry for me?
Cause I don't feel bad about it.
So shut your eyes,
Kiss me goodbye,
And sleep.
Just sleep.

The hardest part's the awful things that I've seen.

[Voice recording:]
"...Sometimes I see flames. And sometimes
I see people that I love dying and... it's always..."

Just sleep.
Just sleep.
Just sleep.
Just sleep.
Just sleep.
Just sleep.